Comes the Dawn

After awhile, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.. And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security.. And you begin to understand that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head held high and your…

Five.Three.Ten

Panu kaya kung na-late ako ng gising nung May 3, 2010? Malamang na-late ako sa plano kong mamili sa Baclaran. Malamang iniksian ko na lang yung dasal ko habang nagsindi ako ng kandila. Malamang hindi ko na naisambit ang gasgas kong linya na “You know my heart’s desire, Your will be done”— at habang sambit ko…

b.U.r.N.o.U.t

O wag kang tumingin ng ganyan sa ‘kin wag mo akong kulitin, wag mo akong tanungin Dahil katulad mo ako rin ay nagbago di na tayo katulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali O kay tagal kitang minahal Kung iisipin mo di naman dati ganito teka muna teka lang, kailan tayo nailang Kung iisipin mo,…

Please Hear What I’m Not Saying

Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, Masks that I’m afraid to take off and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, but don’t be fooled, for God’s sake don’t be fooled. I give…

Depression .

It breaks my heart to know you’re there, yet I’m scared to reach out— simply because I’m protecting my heart from breaking further… It’s just so sad to see the simple things get complicated… It’s harder when I struggle to fight back the urge of breaking down, while you seemed unaffected ;-( pAkxEt! T_T

Build me up, Buttercup @,@

I’m building up my defenses after allowing it crumble down for the first time… The fall was so serious that I’m finding it hard to mend the pieces of my so-called broken heart… :( I still find myself staring blankly while I immerse my thoughts to happy memories which I’m not sure were real… How…