Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, Masks that I’m afraid to take off and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, but don’t be fooled, for God’s sake don’t be fooled. I give…
I’ve been missing a lot of long weekends already because my job calls for a 24/7 duty, especially on busy seasons, where most of those long weekends fall. When we (me and my office tropa) finally got the chance to enjoy the May 1 long weekend, we decided to go to Pagsanjan Falls, in Laguna.
“Mabuti pa ang biglaang lakad, natutuloy!” We didn’t prepare much, all we wanted was an activity during the long weekend, so off we went to Laguna!
I’m sitting at the very place where my heart got badly broken— right where I saw my dreams shatter and my fantasies die… At the exact moment when everyone’s supposed to be merry, my heart sank in abyss that I couldn’t help but cry… . For a while, it had been a struggle— A struggle…
It breaks my heart to know you’re there, yet I’m scared to reach out— simply because I’m protecting my heart from breaking further… It’s just so sad to see the simple things get complicated… It’s harder when I struggle to fight back the urge of breaking down, while you seemed unaffected ;-( pAkxEt! T_T
…tapos na nga ang slack season…
I’m building up my defenses after allowing it crumble down for the first time… The fall was so serious that I’m finding it hard to mend the pieces of my so-called broken heart… :( I still find myself staring blankly while I immerse my thoughts to happy memories which I’m not sure were real… How…
…could it be that this breaking of the heart is all in the mind?
I’m on a desperate move of asking the help of St. Jude for my unanswered prayers…
Wake me up when September ends…
Kung existence ko nga hndi mo nararamdaman, what more yung absence ko!?—these were the last few words i wrote last night in my journal…my tears just can’t defy gravity that i cried for almost an hour… i was practicing again my “piece” so that by the time I had the chance to talk to him,…
RESIDENT SLACKER 