Five.Three.Ten

Panu kaya kung na-late ako ng gising nung May 3, 2010? Malamang na-late ako sa plano kong mamili sa Baclaran. Malamang iniksian ko na lang yung dasal ko habang nagsindi ako ng kandila. Malamang hindi ko na naisambit ang gasgas kong linya na “You know my heart’s desire, Your will be done”— at habang sambit ko…

Depression .

It breaks my heart to know you’re there, yet I’m scared to reach out— simply because I’m protecting my heart from breaking further… It’s just so sad to see the simple things get complicated… It’s harder when I struggle to fight back the urge of breaking down, while you seemed unaffected ;-( pAkxEt! T_T

Build me up, Buttercup @,@

I’m building up my defenses after allowing it crumble down for the first time… The fall was so serious that I’m finding it hard to mend the pieces of my so-called broken heart… :( I still find myself staring blankly while I immerse my thoughts to happy memories which I’m not sure were real… How…

UntRaiNeD ^.~

Kung existence ko nga hndi mo nararamdaman, what more yung absence ko!?—these were the last few words i wrote last night in my journal…my tears just can’t defy gravity that i cried for almost an hour… i was practicing again my “piece” so that by the time I had the chance to talk to him,…

WANTED: Kilig moment

…nagmumuni-muni lng sa gitna ng ka-busy-han sa opisina…bakit kase may mga taong hindi makaintindi ng salitang “seryoso ako, tama na sabi”, hindi na tumigil sa pang-aasar, sa pag-paparinig, at sa pagpapaalalang unfair ang buhay…di ako nagagalit, kelangan ko lang ng pang-unawa… oo! nakakaasar makitang pilit nilang tinatago ang pagsambit ng pangalan ng taong sumisira (ngunit…