Suddenly, I just felt tired..Perhaps I’ve been convincing myself that I still love what I’m doing…God, I hate this feeling! :(

Why do I get the feeling that I’m doing this all alone?? I can’t even afford to be irresponsible.. Sometimes, I just wish I wasn’t that responsible.. Sometimes, I just wish my absence won’t be much of a loss..

I’ve been dragging myself to work and I hate it. Perhaps I just need a break.. But I won’t be allowed to take a leave until I’m done with my tasks.. I’m faced with a lot of work to review but I don’t have the drive to open the files.. Frustrating… :(