Sinking In

Busy season is over, and now I’m back to my normal emo self. Excited pa naman ako sa super long weekend nung Holy Week, excited na sa wakas makapag-pahinga na…at perstaym (in my workaholic life) na hindi magtatrabaho ng Maundy Thursday until Easter Sunday! But then, all the excitement turned into a depressing situation…It’s finally sinking in…Now that I have all the time to get emo, and I got the room all for myself to cry my heart out, plus a senti movie at hand to amplify the drama, WALA NA… Nag-todo emote na naman ako… Reality finally hit me. Sobrang masakit pala ma-realize at tanggapin yung sinasabi nilang “it’s not meant to be”…

I tried reaching out for the last (?) time, though i perfectly know i’m reaching out into something void… Hindi ko lang talaga ma-gets hanggang ngayon kung bakit ganun yung pattern nya… Minsan hindi ko na maisip kung alin yung totoo sa mga nangyayari samin.. Minsan parang gusto ko na lang na magka-amnesia–yung tipong hindi ko na maalala na naging kame nga, kung nangyari nga na naging kame…

Ah basta… parang gusto ko’ng maglasing araw-araw…

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